Showing posts with label death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label death. Show all posts

4 July 2012

Bliant. I







He flicked down a pair of bronze goggles over his pale brown eyes. From beside the green glass of the lenses on opposing side stretched dark brown leather strapping the goggles over his temple and behind his head. His short Mohican avoided the straps, the brown of the leather blending into the short sides of his hair. On the left lens there was a smaller lens, clear glass, some sort of magnification piece. He stared down into gaping hole in the petite girl’s chest. The girl, only sixteen with plaited auburn hair and emerald eyes glowing with pain, had had the flesh and the muscle burned clear from her chest. Frazzled ribs and blackened lungs were visible through the fissure. The brown haired man stood still, staring unaffected by the atrocious injury before him.

“She’s done for” He sighed turning to his assistant, a pale red haired girl. “Are you sure?” She questioned, too afraid to look at the injury itself. “If you would look then you would know. Even if I could reconstruct the muscle and skin of her chest the lungs are sure to God not going to survive more than a week” He was disappointed in himself, what he was capable of, and the emotion echoed in his tone. The girl with the gaping chest all the while sat, silent, listening, knowing what was to come. The doctor in the bronze goggles slipped them up onto his brow and turned to a pallet on his right. Laying on it was a syringe on black liquid and beside that was a mouth prop. “I’m not going to lie, this will hurt, but I doubt it can be much worse than what you’re already going through” He told the young girl restrained to the operating bed.

He took the mouth prop and forced it into her mouth to stop her from biting of her own tongue and executing more pain than she was already going through. Then he took hold of the syringe in his hands in leather gloves the same shade as that of his goggles. “I can’t watch” The red headed nurse said, running and hiding behind a large chrome gear which was key to the progression of the clock on the old hospital buildings outer wall. The man sighed, two leathery fingers creating an opening by pushing the left lung aside a little. The entire heart came into view, blackened as the lungs were. Using his left hand the man pushed the syringe into the left ventricle of the heart and slowly the black liquid within it was drained into the girl’s blood stream.

In a palpitation all the pain in her eyes was gone. All life drifted from them and the powerful gritting from her jaw was softened and her jaw hung down. The doctor retracted the syringe from her heart and removed his hands from within her chest. He closed his eyes, resting his bloody leather fingers on her eyelids and closing them in time with his. “Why?” He asked, aimed at the cowering nurse. “Why can’t this bloodshed end? We’re trapped in an impossible war, we get a hundred more dead each day, hundreds more injured, and eighty percent are innocent people trapped between one side and another” He screamed this with anger overtaking him, his face red and his eyes watering.

The doctor felt a nip on his toe, even through the thick boots that protruded up past his shins half covering the brown fabric pants that were held over his shoulder by suspenders of leather the same as upon his gloves and goggles. He looked down as he jumped back instinctively to find a clockwork copper machine that resembled a small scorpion. “There is no rest” He cried, slamming his foot down upon the bot. The metal exploded into fifty so pieces under the thrust of his foot. The scorpion was no longer of harm in having already administered its poison but why allow it prolonged mechanical life. The man fell to his chair, a russet brown wooden chair supported by a gold coloured metal that stood upon three metal wheels. He flicked his toe and slid backwards towards his desk and stopped directly before it, spinning to face it directly. From the second draw down on the right hand side of the desk he revealed an antidote of green liquid in a syringe and quickly administered it.

“Dana” The man addressed the nurse. “I can’t stand by any more, I'm sick of this constant onslaught of sick, of attacks on us even in here” On that note he stared to the ruins of the scorpion. "No matter how small they are" He groaned sliding open another draw and taking from it a small copper machine. The woman with orange hair now rose into sight from hiding. “A gun!” She exclaimed, “And what do you expect to do with that?” The man’s heart sunk, because he knew all he would do would cause more injury, send more people here. But behind that he knew what his plan was, he knew what he wanted and that he wouldn’t use it unless it was in a moment of pure desperation. “I think I can fix this Dana” He sighed pushing the pistol into a holster at his waist. “And what if you can’t?” Dana pleaded. “What if I can?” He left her to consider that, sliding from his surgery into the hallway.

~S

23 June 2012

The Siege: Part Three








This time we did not form one single, impenetrable unit, we merely attacked. I gave the order and my sixteen brave friends sprinted behind me through the moist, bloodstained courtyard and hurdled over the many lifeless lumps that littered the ground. I had my eyes on the large wooden gate that protected the houses and homes of the inhabitants of Hungate Castle; however my hopes dropped even lower as I came closer to see that it had been smashed through and ten red dressed soldiers blocked the entrance to perhaps double the amount of green. I transferred all the rage from on top of the wall into my run and my trusty blade and as I was almost upon the men I leaped into the frosty air. Proceeding forward seemed to take longer than it should have, but this was all the more time to get my attack honed. I pulled my sword back in the air and jabbed a random man inbetween the neck and the shoulder. But if he screamed, I would not have realised because I landed on a not-too-happy enemy soldier.
“What the”- he blurted out as I slammed into his back and forced us both to the cold, dirty floor. I pressed my shield to the back of his head and pushed his screaming face into the ground. I broke his feeble neck. Just then my attack team arrived with a thunderous clatter all around me. Green troops that had been caught by surprise succumbed to the power of my soldiers blades and landed either side of me. I stood up, and ran again. Hacked at my right where I slashed open a back and smashed the persons spine in two, no time to stop. Two men had their backs to me; they were fighting two of the defending red soldiers at the base of the demolished gate. My eyes narrowed and I slowed down, I cut the left mans leg off at the knee to which he toppled, and I beheaded the other. Amazed glares came before thankful nods from the two defending soldiers; one patted me on my shield, a symbolic gesture. I turned around to see the ground covered in green soldiers bleeding and some crying, fourteen of my sixteen soldiers were still standing, a minor victory, I thought.

I pushed forward with my men, who had been joined by the ten defending the broken gate, into the civilian district of the castle. We all lowered our heads briefly as we seen houses burning, and children lying dead in the street, slaughtered. I was sure I seen a tear stroll down the dirty cheek of the comrade next to me. We progressed past the houses towards the screams of battle. Before us was a prestigious set of white stairs that went up to the keep. Exactly one-hundred and one steps ascended a small hill and held up a large marble building that displayed a beautiful array of different columns on the outside. A raging battle was taking place on the stairs, and my men were ready for it. I gave them all a brief look and then jogged up the stairs missing out two every time. As I ran, I studied the battle; these were not mere enemy soldiers. These were skilled warriors that Rulf had sent to attack; they must have been from the deep end of his army. They looked powerful by just studying them, however I did not back down, and neither did my men. One of the enemy knights stepped down three steps and squared up to me as I stopped. My eyes were dragged from his helmet to meet a rusty broadsword hanging from his hands. It was almost the length of my body. He raised it up without warning and let it drop towards me, the large chunk of sharpened metal getting ever faster trying to destroy my body. I only just had time to squeeze my shield in front of it, but even then the blow knocked me down and I fell five steps. Bruised, I slowly stood up to see my attacker advancing towards me.
“Go around him!” I shouted to my troops, to which they obeyed, but they were clever about it, one of them strayed too close so the knight took a large sweep at him to which the man ducked. This was my opportunity. Disregarding my sturdy shield, I moved as quick as lightning and jumped onto his back. Using all of my force and weight, I pulled him down to the stairs where we toppled together for an unknown number of steps. I ended up on top of his steel-armoured body with my sword clutched in my right hand and my left on his face. He had misplaced his death-bringing broadsword, but this did not stop him doing damage, he punched my right arm with the force of ten men so it went numb and I toppled to the left, where he tried to take advantage and grab my throat. However I moved my sword in towards my body and it pierced his think armour and ripped through flesh. I heard a loud grunt through the shiny helmet and I felt warm blood flow down my wrist. Are you dead? I mutely questioned him. No, he physically replied, he lifted me up into the air and threw me onto the stairs where I landed on my back. Pain shot through me from the blow. I noticed, as I landed my gaze back upon him, that my sword was still sticking from the right-side of his stomach, he seemed unaware of it. Ignoring the pain as he lunged at me, I kicked out at the pommel of my blade, forcing it to the left, a crunching sound followed by metal hitting metal came from the persons’ torso. I kicked the blade so it tore diagonally upwards through muscle and ribs and it clanged against the inside of the knights’ armour. He fell on his face and stayed motionless. I too stayed still for a few seconds to catch my breath, they better not all be as tough as this one, I thought. Standing up, I pushed the heavy body over and yanked my sword from the armoured man. It was covered in a deep red blood that contained all the memories of that man that I had just slain. I disregarded the thought and turned around to see three gaunt-looking red soldiers remaining, and many bodies entangled on the red-stained stairs. So many. These two words bounced around my mind continuously and I pondered a question. What is the point in all this death? Step by step I took, towards the three remaining troops of my command. But the battle was not over. Inside the keep was King Rulf, leading his powerful attacking group through the halls of our Kings home, and if there was one main thing that stood out from the rest of the nagging emotions that were rebelling against my own conscience; it was that I was going to stop that devil in disguise, even if it took every ounce of my own depleted life. 


>G

26 March 2012

The king's death.







I could recall the day that he died better than I could ever recall any other. It was gallant, brave, heroic. I can remember his last words the pain of them audible through the tone of his voice. The croaking as he said them told us that he knew they were his last and such as he knew it we did too. But I couldn’t have saved him if I tried; none of us had that strength, that ability, that stupidity. If we had tried to save him then we all would’ve died, then he wouldn’t have fallen as a protector, a hero in our broken hearts.
His jaw had trembled as he opened his mouth, “I’m going to save you all” He begun, as a true hero, “I’m going to hold them, and if it takes everything I have, I’m going to stop them” He finished. The three of us did nothing but stare for a second, terrified, shocked even. In the wake of death he stood tall, he stood strong. I stayed quiet, but my cousin could not, “You’re not strong enough to hold them back” for a second he paused “Hell. None of us can stop them” He choked, knowing that in truth he couldn’t stop the king protecting the last of his kingdom. The kings last words echoed within my mind for the rest of that night.
“I wasn’t appointed my role because I had the body of a soldier, I got where I was because I have the heart of a warrior, and because I care” He turned away from us, not wanting our pity. He did have the heart of a warrior. As me and my brother fled to safety in the barracks my cousin stayed, watching our king halt the horde of invaders. My cousin said the king was dead before he killed half of them; but even then his lifeless body continued until every last one had fallen before he stopped.
My cousin came and informed us when the king had passed away; it had been around an hour of him fighting. We mourned him, there was nothing more that we could do. We burnt his corpse at the top of the tower, and let his ashes blow into his kingdom. We knew that it wasn’t really over, the hordes would come again soon, and now there were only three of us. We missed him.

~S

9 January 2012

Winter Is Here.







The morning frost sat on the grass, awaiting ruin.
A silent landscape of cool. Icicles graced to branches, unweilding to the weak attempts of the pallid winter sun.
"Winter."
Clouds of air followed my deep breathing. Inhaling hurt my lips, the cold like tiny needles poking at my flesh, searching for a weakspot. My hands, too, were suffering: mutilated ice cubes inside my deerskin mittens.
In my left hand I held a spear, hand-crafted, moulded to fit my grip. It shivered in my hand, finely attuned to my movements. It knew I was waiting. Waiting...

...A twig snapped to my left, shattering the icy perfection of the still winter world. Prey was comeabout. I moved panther-like towards the sound. My footfalls were quiet, my breathing shallow, my scent downwind, my hair tied back from my face in preparation.
A doe nipped at the frozen greenery. Her delicate bone structure was blatant to any observer, her quiet beauty as subtle as any mammal's. Deer were among my favourite animal to hunt. Their grace was uncompareable, their challenge worthwhile.
It was a game, the hunt. A game which I won more often than I lost.
She moved towards me a little, falling into a false lull of peace as she searched for an edible patch of grass. Her hooves left dainty imprints in the snow, nice to look at, but to be destroyed soon enough.
I bent forward, judging the distance between my spear and her flank. Doable.
I hefted my spear forward slowly, no sudden moves at to alert her.
And the spear was off, soaring through the air like a bird in flight, choosing its landing spot and sticking true to its course.
Another day, another meal.
A quiet prayer to send the doe into a better place, and I could return to my hearth to feed my sisters.
"Winter."
It still sounded the same, even after I'd killed her.
~H

4 January 2012

Final moments.







The wind blows his hair. He bites his bottom lip. Grinning, hiding it. His feels himself touch her face, fingers caressing her features. His stomach burns. He pulls her into him, his hands fiddling with the hair at the back of her head as she nuzzles into his neck. A single tear, happiness. Her breath is warm on his neck, her hold body is warm against the harsh cold of the wind. She shields him for a while before he allows her a slight freedom again now standing opposite her, one hand on her waist the other stroking her cheek.
He feels such strong feelings. He craves her body again, her warmth, her love. A second tear, and a sharper grin. He moves forward, lips meeting hers softly. The breath flooding from him, relaxing his hole body. For a short moment he is completely free of every thought. His heart beating fast.
His head drops the weight of it too much for him now. The wind once again thrashing his face. He chokes, coughing, his eyes opening wide at the end. Alone, In the rain, atop the highest building for miles. His eyes close and he leans into another kiss, moving further forward than before. The air brushes past him, trying to hold him up. His body completely relaxed. Eyes shut tight. Once again tears in his eyes. Then he feels it. He can be back with her now.

17 December 2011

Banished.







     I lifted my body from the waist,  coming elegantly out of a bow. Before me, the court looked on, one face replicating another-an unnerving duplication. Below me, a small hand linked fingers through my own. The fingers were paler than my own, more fragile and easily breakable: my sister's hand. Aurelia looked up at me, eyes wide with fear beneath her thick blonde fringe. I squeezed her fingers gently, and she gave me a wobbly smile, completely false yet brave. Such braveness from a seven-year-old. 
     "The Court will rise." Movement as everyone behind me rose. I didn't follow the movement with my eyes, I relied on my ears to tell me that it was happening. Aurelia moved closer to my side, pressing her thin arm against my own, as if she could walk right into me and vanish from the court. If she could have done that, I had no doubt that she would have. "The Court may sit." Again with the movement.
     A sharp silence washed through the room, like a hand passing across a face. I remained standing as everyone else sat. Aurelia's hand convulsed around mine so tightly I looked down at her. In her clear, soprano voice, she spoke to me, making no pretence of what she was saying: "Tell the truth, Fire. You're a good person, the best sister ever, and I believe yo, even if these..." She paused, her face creased with a look of distaste, odd on one so young. I willed her, silently, not to say anything foolish. "Even if they," she jerked her head towards the panel of judges, "don't." 
      As she turned to leave, her hand tightened one more time, and I felt something cold and hard, metallic, being pressed into my own. I didn't dare see what it was, but shoved my hands into my pockets, releasing it there, and lifted my eyes to face the Court.
     "Fire. You have been accused of being the causation of the death of Sir Charles of High-bridge, a death which was declared as murder on February the 19th of this year. We have listened to both the case of the defendant and of the accuser. Our verdict is this: through a four against three poll, you have been decided as guilty of the crime committed." A gasp ran through the room, and the hairs on my back stood straight. "Order, order." The judge continued in his smokers'-voice: thick and hoarse from one too many a cigarette. "Your punishment, however, is not to be death, but is to be banishment, on account of your high status. You will leave this kingdom, and never return unless summoned by one of the High Family-one of your own kin. Do you accept your fate?"
     Silence.
     My heart sounded so loud to me that I was certain everyone else would be able to hear it. 
     I was to be banished. For murdering my own mother. 
     "I accept."
     In my pocket, my hand tightened around the ring Aurelia had given me: it was my mother's, I was sure. The kin-ring she had given Aurelia the week before she had died. She had given me a pearl of the same golden hue, but it had been taken from me when I was accused.
     I heard Aurelia saying my name, the saying turning to wailing, the wailing to screaming. I had never wanted this to happen.
     I closed my eyes and wondered how this had ever happened. How I had been accused of killing my mother and my queen-the woman I had loved all my life.
     Aurelia had been removed from the court chamber.


     I opened my eyes, no longer as a princess of the land, but as a banished nobody, an accused murderer.


~H

16 December 2011

Life







The following is based on a true story.

2011 has been a year, not unlike any other, yet distinct; for good and for bad.

It's been a year of ups and of downs; a lot of things have happened to me, not all of them very pleasant, or happy.

I've fallen in and out of love, I've made and broke friendships, I've lost family members and I've cried. Yet with each tear I've learned: life is a long, hard trek, filled with pain, yet what we live for is the moments of joy and of love that define us. The people we love and the memories we keep, not the people we lose and the future we may not have.

I questioned many a time, what sort of God could allow this pain? Several a time I've felt like death, I've felt pain like I never knew I could, my heart has physically ached.

I don't drink, but several times in 2011 I've wanted to, I wanted to, to use the trite saying, drown my sorrows, to give my liver a kicking, because I just didn't care about life anymore. But then I remembered, for all that I've lost and all of my sorrow, there's infinitely more that I still have, and that can make me smile.

Through all this, I have been comforted by Job 1:21: "the Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord." Atheist, theist, agnostic or whatnot, these words, to me, explain life: every day is a gift, and if, from time to time - this year time and time again - we suffer, or we lose those we love, or we cry, we should be comforted by the life we've led and the life we will lead. By the people we love, and loved, and the relationships we formed - ever lasting.

Life hurts. But that's life.

WJ

15 December 2011

A Walk Home







It was a grey, rainy Wednesday. It was 5:00pm and Marv was getting ready to go home from his job at Westman & Jenkins' Accountancy. He didn't enjoy his job. He'd never enjoyed his job. He shut his computer down and got his coat from his chair. He had a nice chair. It was one of the few aspects of his job he did enjoy. Putting on his coat, he stepped out through the double glass doors into the pouring rain. Scowling, he turned up his collar and headed up Hamilton Avenue. Water pooled where the pavement dipped, soaking his trouser cuffs. Reaching the end of Hamilton, he turned left onto Hart Street. A green grocers was selling Granny Smiths. He bought one for $1.29. A little expensive, he thought, but he liked Granny Smiths. They reminded him of better days. He chewed as he walked, and pondered. He wondered about all kinds of things on his walks home. Simple things like what to have for dinner, or whether Michelle in the next room would go out with him. He knew she wouldn't, but he liked to think she might, one day. That day however, he thought of only one thing; life. And specifically, whether it was worth living or not. He'd thought about it before, and never come to a conclusion. He crossed over to Norfolk Street and threw his apple into a nearby bin. He thought about people who might miss him. No real friends, no family. The list wasn't very long. His job certainly held no appeal. Quite the opposite.
The rain continued as he wondered what it was that kept him living. He really wasn't sure, and never had been. Starting life as 'Marv' hadn't helped any. What kind of a name is 'Marv'? And he had never been good at coming to conclusions. Sure those little things were easy enough, but big issues had always stumped him. That's why he continued pondering, going nowhere, staying in the same house, the same job. His coat was thoroughly drenched now. He felt frustrated, trapped. He stepped onto Brooklyn Bridge. Marv hated water. It reminded him of how free he could be. He stopped walking, and leant against the railing to stare over the East River. The rain made little ripples in the water. They were free. The birds flying over the river were free too. Even those miserable grey clouds were free. It was then that he came to a conclusion. The first major conclusion he'd come to for a long time. He took his coat off and hung it over the railing. It was a nice coat, somebody would find use for it. It made him smile, the conclusion he'd come to. Thinking of Granny Smiths and better days gone by, he climbed over the railing. He paused, watching a leaf float by on the wind. And then he jumped. He jumped off Brooklyn Bridge. As he fell he felt free. He felt freer than he could ever remember being. He fell 119 feet to the water, smiling. Smiling and free.

~ J.L.